JWayMyWay

Whenever I see those young girls, those, who get to develop their fangirl crushes on people I'd love to crush on, I feel left outside. I feel like I'm too old, I'm from a different world, perhaps from a different universe. I feel jealous, that those youngsters get help to their problems, that one reason to keep going on, from those guys I'd love to go crazy about. Once I was younger. Every one of us has been younger. The idols I had when I was young, they helped me through a lot. I know how those girls feel... Maybe I'm just bitter that I no longer am supposed to escape from my reality to my fangirl fantasies. To their videos. My escape was

“Be careful -” Slip. Thump. Everything was blurry for a while after I opened my eyes. I lay on a field of golden flowers and stared straight up - looks like I fell down quite a few meters. I couldn’t see the land - just a small hole in the supposed sky of this place. I sat up and immediately collapsed again. My head was pounding with a massive headache. So I took the time to investigate my surroundings. The air smelled nice. Of course I was literally in the middle of a flower field but still. Next to me there was something that looked like a small cave. That’d be my destination as soon as my head would give me the

”Mark, wouldn’t these look awesome in our new kitchen?” you exclaimed happily to your boyfriend, Mark. You were currently browsing through an enormous IKEA to buy some stuff to your very first home. Mark just smiled at you and let out a playful sigh. “Yes, (y/n), those would indeed”, he said in an amused tone and continued listening to your excited explaining about your future furniture. “Dear, I think we should buy something for Chica as well”, Mark pointed out and went to the toys section. After a while he found a chicken plushie that actually resembled the “real” Chica from Five night

Thump. Smash. Bang. ”Oh, come on”, you muttered as you dragged two chairs, a few blankets and even more pillows behind you. This hadn’t been in your mind really when you’d asked Near to do something funny with you; in fact you had no idea what he wanted to do with all this stuff. It was true that he’d become an insomniac after solving the Kira case and becoming L number three, but how on Earth was he going to sleep on those uncomfortable chairs?? But Near was your boss, and you had to obey even his weirdest orders. Near was four years older than you. You were both raised at Wammy’s House, but he had lef

You sighed and tapped the empty desk in front of you. You had been staring at those screens for God knows how long, yet you hadn’t discovered anything mind-blowing yet. Exhaling deeply you spinned a few times with your chair – causing the chair-part fall off taking you to the floor with it. “____”, your colleague and school mate, Ryuzaki, started, “May I ask you what you are doing down there?” You pouted and pushed yourself up. “I’m definitely working on the Kira-case. What did you expect?” Ryuzaki simply shrugged, not even slightly amused of your wannabe-sarcastic remark. You sighed and

Justice. Sometimes I wonder if there even is such thing as justice. I mean, isn’t it all relative? I’ve been watching the news for some months now, and there’s just news about this mass murderer, Kira. There’s been a pretty long pause in his murders recently, but he’s made me question my previous principles about almost everything. No, it’s not that I support him or anything. I just don’t really think that what he’s doing is absolutely evil. I think that it depends on the situation whether killing someone is right or wrong. Isn’t it best if we have as little criminals in this world as po

EXTREME FLUFF-WARNING! EPILOGUE (6 years later) Matsuda POV It’s been six years since the Kira-investigation began. Now it’s all over, finally. It turned out that Light Yagami was Kira in the first place. Our trust in him cost us many lives; even L, the world’s greatest detective, was killed in process. In the end it was L’s successor, Near, that took Kira down. It was a month ago. Needless to say, it’s been a really tough month for every one of us. We lost our chief and two of our members; Light and Ukita. Despite my disliking to Mello at first, I have to admit that he was great help for us in the investigat

Matsuda POV “Tou, where’s ___?” mom asked immediately as I came home. “Dunno, maybe she’s out with girls or something.” I wasn’t too stupid; I knew ___ would kill me if I told mom she was on a date. “Okay. Too bad, I thought she’d be spending the Valentine’s with us. Like in good old times”. “Um, she is already 18, and I’m 24. It’s possible we don’t want to spend Valentine’s with our parents”, I shrugged. Mr. Yagami had sent me some files to go through at home. Apparently he had started trusting me all of a sudden and now I really wanted to